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Merry Christy23 November + - I always know this was coming. All the way, right from the very beginning. 我跟自己说，无论如何，这对我都是好的。 但我不明白。 既然从一开始就知道要结束的， 可是为什么？ 但是罂粟花丛太美， 爱丽丝从仙境中醒来之后不愿回到现实世界 她把头蒙在被窝里拼命想回到仙境， 她埋头在七彩的泡泡中建立梦中的城堡， 然后城堡在一句话一支针之间就被摧毁了。 我本来以为我的泪早已经哭光了， 我本来以为我的心早已经准备好。 怎么还是这么难? 怎么还是这么疼？ You will meet someone, someone that opens a lot of doors for you, but he won't be with you for very long. 从一开始我就知道的。 为什么？ 罂粟花丛太美， 爱丽丝太疲惫， 仙境诱惑太大， 爱丽丝走进去就不肯出来， 直到泡泡里的城堡被摧毁。 5月22到11月22，刚刚好半年整。 我怎么好像走过了一辈子。 如果可以收回说过的话， 如果可以蒙起彼此希望的不同的将来， 如果可以暂时忘掉未来彼此需要的分歧， 可能这梦会长一点， 罂粟花红会浓一点。 一个圆整了， 一个月缺了。 不是都看过走过的么， 可是心为什么还会碎？ 爱丽丝从梦中城堡碎瓦中跑出来之后， 揉着哭红的眼睛， 紧抓着城堡的灰， 不知道自己在哪了。 13 November 长大 人长大了。 失去了什么。 学到了什么。 我开始眼角嘴角慢慢出现细纹， 我开始知道我不能喝太多咖啡。 我开始关节会在转潮的时候疼， 我开始知道练琴前要全身运动。 我开始吃完麦当劳会觉得恶心， 我开始每天都会吃水果和蔬菜。 我开始不能夜睡喝酒头疼拉肚， 我开始不再觉得需要依靠酒精。 我慢慢知道了怎么控制自己情绪， 我接受了什么终究还要自己面对。 我想我渐渐学会了怎么照顾自己。 都说二十来岁是女孩的高峰。 她们拥有全世界的机会， 她们拥有全辈子的青春。 她们挥霍，她们拼搏。 她们好像都知道自己在干什么，想要什么。 时间，是怎么样一秒一秒过去的， 生命，是怎么样一天一天消耗的。 如果生命是永恒的，我们来这里为的是什么？ 我的二十，过得很迷茫，很confuse,很无助。 我看到幼时的我， 坐在爸爸的膝上， 他跟我说对不起， 说不能看着我长大， 他必须把他的眼泪都哭光。 我看到年少的我， 抓了蝴蝶不肯放， 我拔掉它的翅膀， 为它布置精致的坟墓， 我必须把我的眼泪都哭光。 我看到成长的我， 用骄傲掩盖自卑， 用远走证明独立， 生命像冲浪， 我必须要站在每个浪尖上。 妈妈说，等你长大你就会知道的了。 可是妈妈，我长大了，我还是不知道呀。 荷尔蒙 荷尔蒙是个很奇怪的东西。 或者说，被荷尔蒙控制的情绪是个很奇怪的东西。 前几天我没有办法克制眼泪流下， 今天我没有办法控制高涨的情绪。 现在我突然累得无法停止打哈欠。 我不明白，但我知道我的身体在很努力的支持着什么。 I must be strong, and carry on. Rather than finding answer from someone else, I shall find the meaning of my life in myself. 12 November Nothing I can do I understand, but no, I don't. My tears drop, my heart sinks. Summer's over, winter is near. There is nothing, nothing I can do. I fall in love with someone who is not here. Dreams of my fingers sliding through your hair, I reach out my arms but all I can hold is air. There is nothing, nothing I can do. You taught me to smile, you taught me to walk. I take what you have given me to find my own path. If we are written in the stars, then may be one day, one day. 25 June 写给自己看的你轻轻的哼着我的名字，用我的母语，我的真名。
蓝天白云绿草黄花，as if there was never a thing called time. 这国度罕见的浅灰色雄鹰徘徊夕阳，
content,怀疑，love,占有欲。 抓紧的十指抓不住一把沙，放开的掌心可拥抱整世界。 Sometimes I get it sometimes I don't.
想太多了。 26 May 下雨的一晚 Bank holiday monday. 我努力地保持剩下在心里的love & peace. 外面下着大雨，我居然没有平常的懊恼。 Pompoko很平静。平静中带着清纯女孩的打闹声笑声。 我在把剩下在碗中的饭倒到垃圾桶里的时候，突然有种活在电影里的感觉。 电影的女主角，她会怎么样。。。 上班的时候踩着单车，大颗大颗的雨飘在脸上，我感到被爱着。 雨轻轻的下着，雨欢快的倾泻，雨温柔的滴答滴答，藕断丝连。 我很久都没带着美好平静的心情对着雨发呆了。 客人逐渐消失了。The end of the evening,我们在摺筷子。 CD机里放着日本女生轻柔的情歌。 Winnie轻轻的哼着一韩文歌。 她告诉我，这是一首关于雨夜的歌。 “What is love?” 我呆了。 “And what is life?” 我更呆了。 “I don't know”我说，“I don't think I'd ever known. Why do you ask?” 她没有回答，笑着的脸粉红粉红的。 What is love, and what is life? I have never been so confused. 23 April The celebration of a quarter of a century... 奔三啦奔三啦~ 之前有很恐惧有很大压力，不过到了今天觉得很激动很开心哦。 嗯，我还是那个奔奔跳跳的我就可以了。哇哈哈哈 两份工作不容易嗯，我从每天睡12个小时的无业游民生活一下子跳到一天工作15小时 不过很喜欢Pompoko的工作，虽然刚刚开始的时候非常讨厌的说。。。 Kohei san超搞笑，简直就是每天我去上班的动力，Suyang很可爱， Yubamaki Brothers看起来很凶但是其实对我还蛮好的每天都给很多饺子我吃， 不过老被他们嘲笑我笨手笨脚-____-# Marine Track那里可能做几个礼拜之后就会没有了吧。。。然后又要找工作了。。。 嗯。。。本来我想到有很多东西说的但是忘记了。下次吧。明天好好玩，我要到处派Cookies.哇哈哈哈哈 小笨给我买了Carmen的票！！超开心！！值得奖励啊哈哈哈哈他生日我也得动脑经了。。。 生日愿望是希望妈妈每天开心，然后我找一份工作赚很多很多钱带妈妈周围去玩。。。 27 March The end of an era Like Brighton has lost her sun, my lady when you left. The warmth once felt so clear and bright, now would never return to my side. Yes my dear friend, you took a piece of the sun when you left. Off that raw wooden table and clay pottery candle light, you sat in a corner with a glass of wine, music played and laughter rised, you said Miss Wang you have a home whenever you at mine. For long you are the reason for me to stay Now I am lost as you my lady have gone away. Memory to some extend is what you want it to be, a secret wonderland you travel to when you look far into the sky. Memory itself will not be lost, doesn't matter if you write it down or not. In fact, I found unpolished words often limit and mislead the memory. My memory comes into many forms, mainly images, and smell and music have the ability to unlock the door to forgotten memories. It irritates me that I am not a poet, nor a composer... my words, as a mean of tracking down my thoughts, can only express so little, so little. and I am lost, very lost, so lost that I actually don't know what the frack I am on about... Memeroy tho. If you do not remember, does it mean it never exist? At least for you? I crave for those gentle breath, those smiley eyes, and everything else. I hold on to them and try to squeeze out the warmth and peace that's remained. What if one day I forgot about it all? Would it all just be a dream, a forgotten dream, with orage light and the shadows of the Pavillion garden. The exotic bird looked as if she was flying above the mirror but sadly she never was. Once she flies out the edge of the mirror, she has to be dragged down to earth. Attraction, love, life, in terms of time, they are one shorter than an other. In my heart tho, these 3 formed a complicated triangle. Something so beautiful but so destructive. What should I trust? Dear Sula, my dear Carmen. If only I am as strong as you in heart. 18 February 摘要 1.小潘潘和Phoebe来了。我大笑了整两天。Phoebe你要考来Brighton啊！小潘潘你快把那大自然的奥妙打磨打磨！ 2.表错情会错意。 3.小乔我丫的把你掐死！ 4.项链断了。好像是被我咬断的-___-# 只捡回两颗金珠。我疼得像掉了块肉... 5.找到工作了但是我暂时还没有这么desperate, so back to the highway of job hunting. 6.Charactors: Paul: Manager of the company that I had my second interview Zax: My group leader who take cares of me on my second interview Me: Bloody stupid foreigner! Scene: 8pm, Zax and me finished a hard day of knocking ppl's door to convince ppl to do charity, and so they started gossiping about ppl at work. Zax: Paul is only 26 this year. Me: No way! Zax: So how old do you think he is? Me: Um...like 30ish? Zax: 30? I'm gonna tell him! Me: No I just thought he looks more mature than 26! Zax: Aha. So he looks like 30 and he's mature. Me (thinking very hard so can't help to be a little too creative with my language) Me: No, I mean he smells of success. Zax freezed Zax: ...you said what? He's smell of sex? Me confused Me: ...^$$&^*&$E###*%^%& Sux Sex (success)!!!!! Then I became ever so popular...in a bad way. 7.水满了，就等倒完水之后再装吧。要注意时间和速度。 08 February 希望的意义 突然想起，很久很久之前，我姑丈说， “旅行最好玩的地方是去前的计划，那些想象，那些期待，而不是旅行本身。” 我不是一个支持期待的人。 主要是因为我害怕失望。 后来我再考虑了一下期待这个问题。 其实我是很爱想象很爱期待的。 但是每次如果事情发展不如我所想， 当然我就会失望。 失望得多了，就会跟自己说： “别傻了，下次不要盼望，就不会失望了” 就像以前表哥表姐来我家玩， 每次他们要走的时候我都盼望他们走不了。 赶不到车，下大雨等等。 当然每次都会失望。 但我想我还是一个爱期待爱盼望的孩子。 满脑子有很多稀奇古怪的主意， 光是用想的就会让我很兴奋。 从某种程度上来说，我简直是活在幻想中的孩子。 不过。。。等一下。 想清楚一点，等一下。 两种是不同的。姑丈说的期待，和我的期待。 如果姑丈的期待和现实有出入，他会怎么样呢？ 他不会去怪自己为什么之前有太美好的想象 他会微笑着，镇静地面对之后的路。 在人生的旅途里，上天从来没有对他太公平过。 但就是因为他这种性格， 在他不长的生命里， 他失望过，潦倒过，迷茫过， 但后来他重拾希望，他争取，他改造。 他建立了自己的王国，有一个大家庭， 他总是笑嘻嘻的，在任何情况下都能找到乐趣。 最后，经过两年和病魔的战斗，他走了。 我记得我去医院看他的时候。 那时候他已经不怎么认得人了。 氧气罩罩着，他瘦的让我想起我爸临走前。 看到我的时候，他显得很激动。 他抓着我的手，很紧。 我知道他是认得我的。 我不禁拿我爸爸和姑丈做比较。 我想，如果爸爸能有姑丈的希望的话就好了。 而那时候的我很害怕很害怕失望， 所以我没有办法给予， 没有办法给到我爸爸希望。 我很怨恨我自己。 如果是因为害怕失望所以不去希望的话， 那太可惜了。 我希望将来的我不管遇到什么失望， 我都能更勇敢，像姑丈一样， 在被打击之后还能继续希望。 我希望我能更勇敢，像姑丈一样， 坚强的战斗，走到生命的最后一刻。 希望，总是美好的。 只要看到希望，就会忘掉现在的痛苦， 努力地向希望的方向前进。 所以我的朋友，请一定要对你的生活充满希望。 Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you gonna get. 20 January 转：大婆给小婆的情书~你已经回到大不列颠，投往了爱人的怀抱。
头痛肚子痛又夹杂着首次收花的喜悦，那是怎样的一种感觉呢？
想想你的模样都想笑。当然，首当其中的就是赶快吃药，给我以最快的速度好起来。
你这次回来，我们大家都变了许多。
你变得成熟圆滑了，我变得锐利坚强了。
我们越来越有默契，越来越心有灵犀。
我们会在争吵后真诚的互相道歉，我们会在疯癫后拉着对方狂笑。
我挖苦你没大脑，你奚落我低能儿，唯恐天下不知的互爆酒后的糗事，然后乐做一团。
（当然，有些只是局限于我们内部人员才有知情权的。）
只要有你在，再强大的困难我都能面对，都有信心解决。因为是你，给足了我勇气。
只要有你在，欢笑才格外欢笑，感动才更加感动。因为是你，影响着我的喜怒哀乐。
很高兴在你临走前，给你看到了我压轴性的胜利。
我终于等到了，也终于做到了！
谢谢你，一直在我身边无限量的支持我，陪伴我。
你对我说过的那句忠告，我会铭记于心的。
很欣慰你终于回去了，可以尽情的拥抱自由，追寻自己想要的生活与事物。
生活中的黑暗和阻力，我们不需要惧怕，因为我有你，因为你有我，因为我们是打不死的飞鱼怡。
生活中的阳光和美好，我们需要分享和发扬，因为我愿看见你好，你愿看见我好，因为我们是需要飞速前进的左青龙和右白虎。
加油吧！
但愿你下次回来的时候，我们已经把人生该拥有的幸福都狠狠的抱在怀里，一脸阳光灿烂的华丽绽放！  16 January I live in the airportsI live in the airports.
I don't mean I lliterally live in the airport like Tom Hanks does in the Terminals,
or I travel so much that I come from one airport to the other.
I live in the airport becuase, that's when I come alive,
that's when the true me comes out,
that's when the true me stands on the borderline between the two worlds,
that's when I see the images of my memories flashing, some lost some gain,
that's when judges be made on what I have done,
and that's when I am most uncertain about where I am going.
I guess my concept of "home" has never been clear.
Shenzhen is where I come from, where I grew up.
I have a sweet home, but that is my mom's home really.
I call it my nest, but I didn't see it as my home.
I thought, home should be built by my own two hands,
I thought, home should be where I get finally settle.
I have been trying to escape from my nest.
They say, the world is your oyster.
I guess I just haven't found my pearl yet.
A place I call home.
So I will keep on flying, from one side to the other side,
untill I finally get the guts to fly out for my pearl hunting advanture.
untill I leave behind what I have already got and run for what I can get.
untill I prepare myself that I'm going to start over again.
untill I tell myself there is nothing to lose.
but untill then, my chances are counting down.
Growing up is a strange thing.
Doing the same thing over and over again,
makes you lose sights of who you really are,
what you really want.
Then you stay in the whirlpool of life, over and over again,
this have happened before and will happen again.
Memories build up, untill you carry too much burden that you cannot stand up.
Are we stronger then we thought?
So, untill then, I only live in the airports, standing on the boardlines of differences,
still trying to grab hold of the little girl's dream of seeing the world.
She says, the world is not only the inside of home and the outside of home.
20 November Switzerland我和小笨去了瑞士。
这是我们俩第一次外出。虽然住在一起每天对，但是出去旅游还是第一次。
飞机上，看到了雪山。好象电视上面的一样。
还看到了the Lake of Geneva,好大好长哦！像海一样。
从早上一早出发，到了Chalet的时候已经7，8点了。
Chalet在Leysin,离Montreux不远。我们在Montreux的下一个站Aigle下车了之后就找巴士上山。
本来在Aigle有缆车上Leysin的，但是因为不是旺季，所以他们打算修路-____-
所以我们就做了巴士上山，感觉，很像九寨沟，兜兜转转。。。
Chalet简直就是无得叹！！厨房里面要什么有什么，而且全部厨具都是意大利的，那个爽啊！
整间房子都很温馨，就像是自己家一样。但就是那种梦中才有的家。。。
所以整天晚上我和小笨都在“如果我以后有钱”的主题下发挥。。。
第二天，我们去了熟悉地形。
这个区是瑞士的法文区，我们两个的法文都非常有限。
经过一轮之后，我学会了“我不懂”“你会说英文么”“我叫Christy”“很高兴认识你”之类的。
我明天再写哈。。。睡觉觉。。。好累。。。
琴（中篇）话说我的琴终于到了。从遥远的爱丁堡运过来。
那天晚上我刚刚从瑞士回来，肉体和精神上的劳累，在一见到我渴望已久的琴之后完全消失。
连气小笨的情绪都消失了。
像拆圣诞礼物一样，我一层一层的把纸皮很用力的撕开，我好兴奋!
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结果，我发现，我的琴，烂了。
两边撞得裂开了。。。。-____-
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而且，踏板没有在里面
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我傻掉了。
当然，我是买了保险的。
所以，我第二天赶快打电话给卖给我的那个人。
让我安心的是，他人听起来不错。
他说他会帮我申请保险。如果不行的话，就会把全部钱赔给我。
我松了一口气。
但是因为没有琴架的缘故，我只有把它放在一旁，等琴架到。
我可是已经买了一个琴架的，如果这个琴要退掉的话。。。
天啊这个世界怎么这么复杂！！
那我还要不要买踏板呢？但没有踏板怎么弹阿！！
啊！！！！！！
所以，琴还是在角落头静静地躺着。。。。。。
21 October 琴在此记录一下我的Yamaha P120历程。
2001年3月，我以1000大洋在Brighton购入Yamaha P120,连琴架和鼓凳。
此琴随后跟随我北上Leeds，陪伴我4个春秋，喜怒哀乐，其中还让我不小心滴上几滴处女血似的红蜡。
2005年7月，我以800大洋将我的Yamaha P120,连琴架和鼓凳，不舍但心里窃笑地卖出。。。
2007年11月，我经过超过一个月的精密搜查，终于忍不住在e-bay上以500大洋再次购入Yamaha P120,
从Edingburgh寄过来运费加保险另记50大洋，一共550大洋，不包琴架和凳。
我不知道我究竟是赚了还是亏了。
我要琴，我非常要琴。没有琴我会疯的。尤其是加入了Sussex Uni的Big band,老娘我不怎么懂在big band混。。。
每天都拼命在e-bay和gumtree, friday ad上面找二手琴，又没有得试，我很是苦恼。
Roland的虽然功能都不错，但是音色经常太mellow,而且琴键通常也太紧。。。
Casio的声音很假，而且琴键感觉很塑胶。
Korg的话好的大部分是stage piano,在家用还要另外装speaker很麻烦而且音色会不真还会有延迟。
Yamaha的CLP系列我不是太敢买，因为素质很参差，而且有时候用的时间一长键就很容易松。
原因是我要Bild-in speaker,recordable,要有acoustic bass voice,
最主要的是，钢琴音色一定要真，我喜欢比较mello的声音但是高音不要太脆太弱，低音一定要有够bass感，而且要脆，要重。
触感是最重要的，琴键千万不能太轻太松像Casio那样，也不能像Roland那样太钝，太重，敲击感不好。
综合以上，我觉得，我还是应该比较安全的，选择我7年之前已经选好的Yamaha P120.
虽然如果我有钱的话当然是CVP107以上的型号比较好，因为有伴奏，虽然很假，但是如果要作曲的话很好用，尤其是Latin.
天啊。。。我没钱了。我没钱了。琴啊琴你快来吧。 17 July 奇怪的日子回到来的日子很奇怪，也很自然的奇怪。
我发现我行为随着环境转换越来越快。
撞到了好多熟人，认识的人，面善的人，05 06年暑假的话题人物等等。
他们的出现对我来说好奇怪，但是，也就只有那么几个地方，所以他们是应该在同一活动范围的。
只是让我在同一天里面碰到这么多，让我吃不消。
跟身边的小菜叽咋不停的在说，啊！谁又结婚，谁又大了，谁又生了。
真的象800米冲刺。
小星星里张望洗衣机的猫很雀跃，
Pierre, Ross, 垃圾桶男，火鸡，光头佬，瘦版脑袋先生，潮伯，Christ还有Nike bag.
呢个暑假真系热闹。潮爆。
人与人之间看法观念不同，是不是就不能做朋友？
还是就因为是朋友，所以会接受朋友之间不同的观念？
究竟是先有鸡还是先有蛋，先有了解接受还是先有朋友？
如果没有错对的话，和好了之后能不能像以前一样？
发生了很奇怪的事而且已经有前科。究竟我的极限在哪里？
原来钱可以改变的东西很多。亲情，态度，道德观念，黑白。
是这个城市的人奇怪，还是我奇怪？
这个沟，这幅墙，究竟是什么原因？
环境？思想？教育？文化？风气？经历？际遇？态度？
或者居然是人种或国籍？
好混乱。Welcome to the discussion of self-identity mate.
小笨的世界人与人的关系很简单。我要么喜欢你，尊重你，要么不喜欢你，不鸟你。
我做不到吧。
没办法，i'm a born-to-be-drama-queen.
Happy Birthday Kelly!!我觉得我要是不写下来的话那我也太懒了。
小嘉嘉生日快乐哦！又牛了一岁了。
那天真是个好日子。每一分一秒都很快乐哦。我和小鱼饵都觉得那天晚上的嘉嘉是我们见过的最开心的嘉嘉。
所以我们也特别高兴。还有免费香槟，真是太牛了。我赶快联系一下最近要生日的朋友们，有着数。
回来最快乐就是和很你们俩浦。怎么浦怎么爽。 我们还有很多愿望要实现，你要加油赶快打胜仗凯旋归来，我们帮你洗尘。
29 April 亲爱的啊。。。亲爱的啊。。。
我刚刚在看我们的照片来着。
时间怎么这么快啊。。。
那时候的月野兔美奈子是怎么长大的。。。
你小小的瘦瘦的身子。。。
只是到了最后礼服猪面侠怎么这么矮啊。。。
小时候就说好结婚的时候
你说我不能当你伴娘哦因为比你高
我说如果我比你早结婚那你就当我伴娘
我要当你小孩的干妈你也要当我小孩的干妈我还会教你小孩弹钢琴
我一直觉得你会比我早的
只是没有想到会早这么多。。。
还是，我们其实都已经长大了，要负责任了，只是我还在装小孩。。。
那时候你和我还是月野兔和美奈子，回家的路上在讨论世界末日的预言和汗血绝症
那时候我俩头发长到屁股上，扎着风行一时的“龙虾辫”
那时候我俩的名字经常混淆，别人喊你名字我说我在，别人喊我名字你说干嘛
那时候每年的八月十五还会在你家楼下吃炒田螺芋头和牛角
那时候上下学的林荫大道夏天会有毛毛虫，有一次从你撑着的雨伞掉下来
那时候还会跟你一起杯葛某某，在你家偷了50块在我家偷了可爱的橡皮
那时候还跟你在抢番薯，还妒忌我同桌喜欢你，后来一直被你说眼光差
那时候还会在6楼6（3）班的阳台大声唱爱相随，你和小珊很为“风雨”而激动
那时候还怀疑自己是同性恋就因为老是觉得你像只小白鸟我老是想捧你在手心直亲
那时候小学毕业时我们还有时光盒埋在地下我好像许了一个“死后要长成玫瑰”的愿-____-#
那时候你比我高好多但是后来就没有再长了可是我后劲凌厉哈哈
那时候上了初中还以为你不鸟我了
那时候上了高中还因为你交了男朋友我吃醋不跟你说话一年
那时候到你宿舍找你了突然觉得自己好傻无端端自篇自导自演了一场无端端气了你两年
那时候晚上回去找你吃椒盐鱿鱼丝加啤酒，后来没有了还伤心了许久
那时候你和小珊珊来我家翻柜桶找了好多小时候的照片
那时候小学同学会看到大家都长大了都变了许多张思敏都已经抱着BB了
那时候还感叹当年小白脸班长叱咋风云怎知现在暗疮满脸，当年多动症的番薯现在沉默寡言，某某还是这么爱现谁谁还继续招人讨厌
还有你毕业典礼的那场大雨。。。
亲爱的啊，我恨死我自己不能看着你了
从小就一直梦想的白色婚礼啊。。。
虽然可能长大了才发现婚礼原来很烦
但是，还是觉得那是通往幸福的大门的。
亲爱的啊，我从小就很佩服你，任何的事情。
从你3年级用手伸进臭水沟挖垃圾然后还自我打气说污泥美容的时候
你一直很勇敢，很坚强。
我很为你骄傲。挑起了很多人包括我都不敢迈进不敢承受的一步。
亲爱的啊，你要好好保重自己，好好被他爱着，好好训练他。。。
我什么时候都相信你，你会要到你自己想要的生活的。
一定会幸福的。我的心就在你身边。
24 April Happy Birthday!!Yeah yeah yeah I know that I haven't been very productive here for ages....but guess what?! It's my birthday today haha!! And I'm actually very excited about my birthday, which haven't happened in so many years....ha. I remember so many birthdays I was just feeling guilty of accepting ppl's gifts and greetings, cuz I'm so bad at remember oter people's birthday... 18 July The art of travelThat though the radiance which was once so bright be now forever taken from my sight. Though nothing can bring back the hour of spendor in the grass, glory in the flower. We will greve not, rather find strength in what remins beind.
光辉曾经那么耀眼 现在却从我的视线中消失 纵使再也唤不回 那绿荫葱郁，花朵绚丽的一刻 我们不会悲伤，而是从残留中 寻找一股力量
-----颂歌：<永生的宣言> Intimations of Immortality, William Wordworth
12 December Oh yeah the 4th of Nov.Ok......when the things got too mych......-____-#
So......I got up quite in time to go to Parkinson step in the 4th morning.
Although I didn't really know what time we were ment to be there and where......
So I met Amy and Kaz, had a lovely coffee in Parkinson,
regret once again why didn't I choose Leeds Univercity......
Then saw beautiful Charlotte, then we all went to the room to put on our grown.
Expensive grown, and took some photos, of course.
One lovely family photo of Charlotte, Kaz, Lui, Amy and I in.
Oh.....they are really like my family.
Then I ask Mark Donlon to take a photo with me.
And at last, I asked him, do you think I really deserve a fail?
He said, I think it was quite close.
I asked why,
He said I shouldn't have brought my own composition in and bla bla bla.
That's not what he said to me at first when I phoned him up.
He said that my composition has brought the mark up a bit.
So I finally admit, he's a DICK HEAD.
Then I couldn't stop messing myself up by thinking that I'm really a failure, a loser......
I went to Kaz. Grap him to a corner and cry to him......
Oh good old Kaz......I can always get back to the right place once I talked to him.
Then we went into the hall and bla bla bla.
Paul Charlie Debroah Lisa didn't come.
The Norwegian didn't wear the grown.
Stale once looked back, and our eyes sight met together.
For a second or two, I could not move. I think I'll remeber that.
All else I can remember is.....
Pulling silly faces, got bored, watching Mark Donlon the Penguin looking so bored that he probably wanted to kill all of us.....and.....starving.
I was so silly when we walked out the room in a queue, I couldn't find my hat and finally I found it but had to take up my long grown and jump like a stupid penguin to catch up the queue......it was funny.
At last, we didn't even take a photo of all of us in our year.
Shame. Well, that's the how these 3 years stand in my heart.
Then it's the happiest bit!! We all went to Thai cottage!!! Yeah Thai Cottage!!
Oh.....Greem curry, Pad Thai!!!!! My favourite!!!
So it was....erm....Amy, Lui, Kaz,Paul and I there. oh.....
And we got a very big dish of fried beansprouts!!! Delicious!!!!
Always so warm to see the owner lady's lovely smile......oh I miss her.
Altho I don't actually know her name!!!
It was Paul's first experience of the Thai Cottage as well!!
Well i'm sure it's bloody good one!!!
Then I went back to Iris's to sleep a bit.....then I off to Hifi.
Well everyone's supposed to be in the Hifi that night. Suppose.
I arrived there around 9:30.....NO BODY IS THERE!!!
So for the first time in my life,I'm acutally the very fist one to arrive.
Then I found out the guys are not actually in Hifi but Mr.Wu's.....
Confusion.....
Well at last we are all gethered in Hifi. wOWOw!!
So Sondre got his lovely Chinese cook book (with English explaination)
And I med his lovely sister as well!! She's cool.
And they are with a guy called.....erm....appearently called "bored".
So everytime he introduce himself, he says:"hello, I'm bored!!"....
and he kept going on and on about it.....brrrrr......hahahaha
I learned so much Norwegein from them as well.
All that heeeee grrrrreeee sounds....hahahah
I learned.....erm.....
"are you horny?" "Sondre is great" "Sondre is handsome"
"I love you" "do you want to fuck"?.....something like that.
hahaha.
forgot them all ready......
So. We didn't see John Kelly, Kaz and Paul that night.
Erm......
Wonder where have they been......
hahaha I'll tell you tomro.
xxxxx
06 December 又被点名了。.。所以我又点名了.。.被咱们家粟子小姐小姐点名。.。.。.
點名遊戲－理想伴侶的8個條件 遊戲規則：被點名的人需在自己Blog裏公開 自己理想伴侶的8個條件，同時加上説明： A 理想伴侶是男或是女 B 必須點名8人，並讓他們參與 C 被點名的人不可重復被點，每人只玩一次!
伴侶性別：MEN. 1。Big fish. Ewan McGregor -勇敢，探险，忠诚，不怕苦，相信，幻想，幽默，从容不迫 2.peter pan. Jeremy Sumpter -希望，活泼，友善，讲义气，自我。 3.The original sin. Antonio Banderas -占有欲，热情，sexy,危险，霸道，温柔，诚实，包容，坦白，寻找I only have eyes on you. 4.The lord of the rings. Viggo Mortensen -坚持，领导，强壮，牺牲，神秘，保护，忠心。 5.Pirates of the Carribeans. Johnny Depp -自由，不羁，狡猾，懒散，骄傲，不负责任，逃跑，享受，得过且过，孩子气。 6.The Terminal. Tom Hanks -浪漫，聪明，上进，努力，接受，耐心，斗争，不妥协，不懈。 7.The Brothers Grimm. Health Ledger -笨拙，倒霉，害羞，争取，童真。 8.Omar Puente. -浪漫的音乐家。爱家爱老婆，会煮饭，spiritual,健康，好动，友善，细心，不拘细节。爱。
当然最基本的要求是要帅和身材好会跳舞成熟咯。.。.。. 还有鼻子一定要高。.。.。. 这里好像不至8个要求了耶。.。.。.
点名点名~： 小肥婷，菜心，鱼鱼，死小孩，kaka，小姗姗，师姐，小feng同学。 03 December Well.....that's what happened a month ago.....exactly.3rd, Nov, Thurs.
Here comes that raining day in Leeds again. Remembering taking off from the train last night, Leeds train station, gloomy and depressing as always. "Hello I'm back.....brrrrr......"
So I brought some of my presents and meet my friends in Jade. Paul, Tom, Lui, Alice and my dearest Zehra!!! She’s looking well but she lost weight again… Kaz couldn’t make it cuz he arrived late. It was a great surprise to me cuz I thought he was in Taiwan and I didn’t get in touch with him so I thought he’d not come back to the ceremony. Great that he made it. He fulfilled my ceremony.
Lunch was cozy and lively. Tom said he got into trouble of not having a cigarette case so I’m glad that I got the right present for him. Paul got his lovely tea pot and Chinese cook book and black pepper pork, He loves the tea pot. I told him the story of choosing two tea pots, a normal one and another one “which looks exactly like Paul, with round body and a short neck” Well I chose the normal one cuz I worried the Paul Tea Pot would splash tea out, cuz his neck is too short...
Then Zehra and I went to the station to greet Kaz. Paul came on time as well. Kaz was looking as handsome and neat as always. Lost a bit weight tho. Ribs… His suitcase is very smooth…suits him a lot. Shape of square but soft, and gentel. Apparently, Kaz is a respectful English teacher in Tokyo now. Yes, respectful and mature, apparently. He told us the story of 3 years old boy running naked before the Halloween party, and Japanese people pronounce English in American accent. A classic example is “egg plant”, pronounced “egu perlando” with Japanese accent, apparently means aubergine…
So our dinner is “Mabo egu perlando”, cooked by Paul. Altho I insisted on it’s called “ma po” not “ma bo”, the recipe is from Kazuyiki’s cook book so we should pronounce it in the Japanese way… Well I didn’t do the dish wash cuz I had to go back to Iris go get change. We were going to the Wardrobe, cuz Omar Puente was performing with the Cubana!! Oh yes!!
So here I came. With my mini skirt and tied up shirt. It’s one of my favorite outfit. Wahaha. Saw Liz on the ground floor. She’s looking sexy and confident as always. She lost weight too. Strange enough…everyone lost weight these days… She asked me whether I have a boy friend, I said no. why should I?
Oma is great. Oma is God!!! I miss playing with him a lot a lot a lot a lot. Missing his arms around my shoulders and playing the piano like a Conga. Massive hands. I had to move my body with his arms cuz he goes up and down on the keys. All that days with Omar which make me proud…… Saw Debie too. How sweet is her smile. How warm……
Charlotte likes her necklet, and John Kelly got his bracelet and Andy got his cigi case. Then I remembered I took John to the dancing floor and force him to dance salsa with me….. He did good tho. Very good. Natural. Then I remember I took Oma to the dance floor and jump on him like a kangaroo…… Well of course I dance with him for a while as well……oh…..dance with Oma!!!!
Then I went back to Iris to wake them whole up…… Sorry dear Iris…..
Ok next is the 4th of Nov, the ceremony. Nice pix catching up!! 01 December kissty的那个星座分析嗯。kissty 小姐的本性密码： 太阳理性：金牛座 月亮感性：水瓶座 水星知性：金牛座 金星柔性：牧羊座 火星刚性：天蝎座
整體性格 谢谢Iris哦。很准呐~尤其是那个偶尔会容易得意忘形。娃哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~
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